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<i>Previously on</i>
Dexter: New Blood...

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Harrison! Harrison!

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You're gonna start seeing
a therapist.

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Besides therapy,
you'll go two places.

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Home and school. You got that?

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<i>The day after that,
we will canvass the caves.</i>

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We will not stop
until we find your son.

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The caves?
You think he's that far out?

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There he is. Matt Caldwell.

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Who the fuck was that?

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Why would Kurt lie?

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You ruined everything.

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The rest of this town
thinks I'm a fucking hero,

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and my own dad thinks I'm what?

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Now, in those moments,
when all you see is red...

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A liar? An animal?

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Go and do something kind for the person
that's pissing you off.

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When's the first time you felt that?
The feeling that something is off.

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My best friend disappeared.

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Oh, by the way.

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Coach Logan said
I made the wrestling team.

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<i>He said his dad's name
isn't Jim Lindsay.</i>

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<i>♪ I come from far away ♪</i>

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<i>♪ My boots don't know this ground ♪</i>

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<i>♪ But they know it's real ♪</i>

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<i>♪ It doesn't take too long ♪</i>

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<i>♪ For this road to become ♪</i>

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<i>♪ A battlefield ♪</i>

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<i>♪ And before I let one more fire go out ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Understand that I won't give ♪</i>

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<i>♪ One inch of ground ♪</i>

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<i>♪ From beneath yours and my feet... ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I may not be the keeper of the flame ♪</i>

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<i>♪ But I am the keeper... ♪</i>

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I used to do the same thing
after royally fucking up as a kid.

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Anything to get on Dad's good side again.

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I'm not angry about Harrison's O.D.
Just worried.

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You think therapy
was the right call?

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Few more sessions,
he'll be bringing you breakfast in bed.

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What?

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I'm proud of you.
You're doing the right thing.

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Not like Harry did.

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Let him show it to you on his own.

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This is not a good idea.

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Well, maybe it's not as dire
as you think.

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My son working for the father
of my last victim?

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Seems pretty dire.

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And that's the fucking problem, right?

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No one can live
with a motherfucking psycho

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who's addicted to murder.

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It's cold as hell out there.

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Got to admit, though, it's pretty sweet

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having a forest for a backyard.

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I appreciate you doing the chores.

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I got some
good advice yesterday.

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Figured I'd try it out.

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And I know I've been a little...

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Negative since I got here, but...

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I really do appreciate everything.

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Giving me a place to stay...

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Sticking out of your bag.

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Yeah.

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I was gonna tell you.

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I need your signature on it, actually.

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You know, if this is about extra money,
I could pay you for the chores.

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No, I... that's not it, I...

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could use a little independence.

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I ran into Kurt.

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He told me he needed someone
to do odd jobs.

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Washing trucks. It's nothing major.

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I'm not sure a truck stop's
the best place for your first job.

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- Why not?
- Well, it might not be that safe.

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I spent a lot of time at truck stops
on my way here.

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You know, when I was searching for you.

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I never had a problem I couldn't handle.

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Yeah.

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I don't know, I don't always get
the best feeling from Kurt Caldwell.

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Kurt?

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Well, maybe I know him better than you.

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Are... are you gonna sign this or not?

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Sorry. We'll work something else out.

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Maybe you can pick up a weekend shift
at Fred's.

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You... you abandoned me
and now you get to make all my decisions?

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You know...

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I didn't go to therapy last night.

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I talked to Kurt.

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He's the one who convinced me
to do your stupid fucking chores.

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You should be thanking him.

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I'm taking the job.

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<i>Why is Kurt Caldwell
suddenly so interested in my son?</i>

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Fucking waste.

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<i>♪ All this aggravation
ain't satisfactioning me ♪</i>

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<i>♪ A little more bite
and a little less bark ♪</i>

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<i>♪ A little less fight
and a little more spark ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Close your mouth
and open up your heart ♪</i>

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<i>♪ And, baby, satisfy me ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Satisfy me, baby ♪</i>

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License and registration.

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Yes, Mistress...

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Officer.

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Sorry, uh...

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Not that one.

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The one for Dexter Morgan.

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Drive directly to the station.

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I'll follow to make sure
you don't get lost.

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Whatever you did, hon, just say sorry.

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Welcome to the club, man.

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I got a Spotify breakup playlist
for later.

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Technically,
faking your death isn't a crime.

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That's not what this is about.

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You've been lying to me
since the first day we met.

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This has nothing to do with you.

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What the hell is it about, then?

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What, are you running from something?

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I was running.

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Running from death.

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From all the killing.

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My wife, Rita...

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Harrison's mother...

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was murdered.

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And then my sister, Deb.

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The closest person to me in the world.

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And it was all just...

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too much.

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I know you understand
what grief does to you.

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With your husband, and Iris...

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But...

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you're stronger than I am.

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I couldn't go back to homicide,

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with all the blood and violence and...

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Hopelessness.

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I couldn't be Dexter Morgan anymore.
He was cursed.

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And I wasn't going to pass
that curse down to Harrison.

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So I drove my boat into that hurricane.

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I wanted to die.

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But, somehow, I survived.

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And I took it as a sign
that I could start over.

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And so I did.

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As Jim Lindsay.

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For the first time in my life
since I left Miami, I'm happy.

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I never thought that was possible.

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This life with you.

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And now with Harrison.

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It's what I've always needed.

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I'm sorry I lied to you.

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I never meant to hurt you. Or anyone.

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Every time I called you Jim, it was a lie.

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You turned my life into a lie.

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And Harrison's.

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After you abandoned him.

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And I'm making that right.

152
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But maybe you can't.

153
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No wonder he's having so much trouble.

154
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Your issues are becoming his issues.

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If you want a real relationship with him,
you should start by acknowledging that.

156
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I will. I've gotten him into therapy.

157
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You're the one who needs therapy.

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To even have a chance
at a real relationship with him.

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Or... or anyone.

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Are you breaking up with me?

161
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All I know is relationships
are built on trust.

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How can I ever trust you, Jim?

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Or Dexter.

164
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Whoever the fuck you are.

165
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Maybe we can talk about this
over dinner tonight?

166
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I don't want any more time...

167
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with "Jim" right now.

168
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Are you going to keep my secret?

169
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Oh, God. Just go.

170
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<i>Who could've found me out?</i>

171
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Ah. 'Sup, Big Guy?

172
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<i>A true crime-obsessed podcaster
from out of town?</i>

173
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<i>Could be.</i>

174
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All right, so I was thinking,

175
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the best version of this story
is if Kurt had something to do

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with Matt's disappearance, right?

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I have no idea
what you're talking about right now.

178
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And honestly, it's not a good time.

179
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Kurt has no idea
that you and I are working together.

180
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What if I interviewed him,
caught him in a lie?

181
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It would be huge.

182
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Think Robert Durst's confession
on <i>The Jinx.</i>

183
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But with an Asian lead.

184
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Molly, the last thing I need right now
is you spooking a suspect

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before I've built a case against him.

186
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Well, yeah. I mean,
I'm gonna be wearing, like, a wire.

187
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He'll never know.

188
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You need to stay away
from Kurt Caldwell.

189
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Do not talk to him.

190
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Do not go near him.

191
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Fine.

192
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I guess I'll just go back
to my shitty hotel room

193
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and not pursue the biggest story
of my life.

194
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Excuse me, could you spare a few dollars?

195
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Uh, yeah.

196
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Oh. Thank you.

197
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Hey.

198
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I'm Kurt. I own this place.

199
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Sorry. I'll move on.

200
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No, I don't need you to leave. It's okay.

201
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Just want to make sure you're all right.

202
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You need anything?

203
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A few bucks or, uh,
some food or anything?

204
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Um, really?

205
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- Yeah.
- That is so sweet.

206
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- Thank you.
- Sure.

207
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Um, I'm Winnie.

208
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Winnie.

209
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Where's home, Winnie?

210
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Uh, Maine. Near the Canadian border.

211
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Heading all the way to San Diego, though.
Got to get out of this fucking snow.

212
00:14:02,760 --> 00:14:05,929
Yeah, I hear that. Yeah.

213
00:14:06,013 --> 00:14:08,640
So, uh, look,
I have to finish up around here.

214
00:14:08,724 --> 00:14:11,310
But, uh, can I give you a ride somewhere?

215
00:14:11,393 --> 00:14:13,193
Maybe move you a little further
down the road?

216
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Um, yeah. That'd be great, actually.

217
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- Let me just...
- Babe!

218
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Oh, there's my boyfriend.
I hope that's cool.

219
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I got us a ride
all the way to Indianapolis,

220
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but we got to leave now.

221
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Thank you for the cash.

222
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- You're a good guy.
- Okay.

223
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Bye.

224
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Fuck.

225
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Mr. Caldwell?

226
00:14:39,213 --> 00:14:40,839
Harrison. What's up?

227
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Uh, I wanted to thank you
for the talk last night.

228
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And, um...

229
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and I decided I wanted the job.

230
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Oh. Great.

231
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Uh, your, uh, your father
didn't sign this.

232
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Is he okay with it?

233
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He... he isn't.

234
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And I don't give a shit.

235
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Okay, then.

236
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Is that Lindsay with an "A-Y"
or Lindsey with an "E-Y"?

237
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Uh, A-Y.

238
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Jim Lindsay. A-Y.

239
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Great. Welcome to the team.

240
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Yeah? Just like that?

241
00:15:16,834 --> 00:15:19,670
Yeah. Just like that.
Can you start tomorrow?

242
00:15:19,753 --> 00:15:22,714
Um, I, um, actually there...

243
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I have a big wrestling match then.
Um, it's my first one.

244
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Oh, yeah? I didn't know
you were on the wrestling team.

245
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I've been a big supporter
since my son, Matt, was the captain.

246
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Great. Okay. Well, no problem.

247
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You start the day after.

248
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Hey, and if I can,
I'll try to make the match.

249
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<i>Could she know
the truth about me?</i>

250
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<i>My other family.</i>

251
00:16:03,922 --> 00:16:07,092
<i>Finishing up our
Sunshine State murder extravaganza,</i>

252
00:16:07,176 --> 00:16:09,636
<i>and I've saved the best for last.</i>

253
00:16:09,720 --> 00:16:13,140
<i>The Bay Harbor Butcher.
You know the nickname.</i>

254
00:16:13,223 --> 00:16:14,558
<i>And you know what he did.</i>

255
00:16:14,641 --> 00:16:18,312
<i>Dismembered his victims,
bagged the bloody bits in Hefty's,</i>

256
00:16:18,395 --> 00:16:19,646
<i>and tossed 'em in the Bay.</i>

257
00:16:19,730 --> 00:16:23,358
<i>Dozens of bodies
strewn across the ocean floor.</i>

258
00:16:23,442 --> 00:16:24,902
<i>Ah. The good old days.</i>

259
00:16:25,319 --> 00:16:26,570
<i>Make no mistake.</i>

260
00:16:26,653 --> 00:16:29,031
<i>This motherfucker
was one of the most brutal,</i>

261
00:16:29,114 --> 00:16:31,992
<i>prolific serial killers of all time.</i>

262
00:16:32,075 --> 00:16:36,330
<i>And get this: his victims were usually
criminals who'd gotten away with it.</i>

263
00:16:36,413 --> 00:16:39,166
<i>That's some Batman-level vigilante shit.</i>

264
00:16:39,249 --> 00:16:42,252
<i>And it's why Miami Metro Homicide
came to believe</i>

265
00:16:42,336 --> 00:16:44,755
<i>the Butcher was one of their own.</i>

266
00:16:44,838 --> 00:16:47,049
<i>Sergeant James Doakes.</i>

267
00:16:47,633 --> 00:16:48,926
<i>But what if they were wrong?</i>

268
00:16:49,510 --> 00:16:52,095
<i>'Cause here's the thing:
I did some digging on Reddit.</i>

269
00:16:52,179 --> 00:16:55,265
<i>I found a guy who claims
he did Special Ops with Doakes.</i>

270
00:16:55,349 --> 00:16:58,769
<i>He says Doakes was out of the country
doing classified shit</i>

271
00:16:58,852 --> 00:17:00,729
<i>when some of the BHB killings took place.</i>

272
00:17:00,812 --> 00:17:03,273
<i>But the powers that be
were more than happy</i>

273
00:17:03,357 --> 00:17:05,776
<i>to close
an embarrassing case down after...</i>

274
00:17:06,360 --> 00:17:07,486
<i>Wait for it...</i>

275
00:17:08,111 --> 00:17:10,781
<i>Doakes got blown up
in an Everglades cabin</i>

276
00:17:10,864 --> 00:17:13,450
<i>before he could be arrested!</i>

277
00:17:13,534 --> 00:17:14,952
<i>As one does in Florida.</i>

278
00:17:15,035 --> 00:17:17,871
<i>Well, maybe the police
didn't want to keep investigating</i>

279
00:17:17,955 --> 00:17:20,916
<i>the biggest case in Miami Metro history,</i>

280
00:17:20,999 --> 00:17:23,001
<i>but I fucking do.</i>

281
00:17:23,085 --> 00:17:24,586
<i>Because if I'm right,</i>

282
00:17:24,670 --> 00:17:27,839
<i>the Bay Harbor Butcher
could still be out there.</i>

283
00:17:27,923 --> 00:17:31,718
<i>Still feeling all butcher-y.
Still a threat.</i>

284
00:17:32,219 --> 00:17:34,221
<i>I do feel a little butchery.</i>

285
00:17:36,473 --> 00:17:38,684
<i>She could definitely be Angela's source.</i>

286
00:17:41,603 --> 00:17:42,854
<i>Is she coming for me?</i>

287
00:17:48,819 --> 00:17:51,822
<i>♪ I let my demons take hold
and choke on me ♪</i>

288
00:17:51,905 --> 00:17:53,991
<i>♪ Can't fill these holes
that I'm digging ♪</i>

289
00:17:54,074 --> 00:17:56,076
<i>♪ Can't stop my heart when it's sinking ♪</i>

290
00:17:56,159 --> 00:18:00,664
<i>♪ But if I could then I would
If I could then I would ♪</i>

291
00:18:00,747 --> 00:18:02,666
<i>♪ If I could, then I would... ♪</i>

292
00:18:02,749 --> 00:18:03,792
Hey, yo.

293
00:18:04,543 --> 00:18:06,461
- Glad you're okay, bro.
- Thanks, man.

294
00:18:06,545 --> 00:18:09,381
See you at the match.
We're gonna kill those fuckin' guys!

295
00:18:09,464 --> 00:18:10,464
Fuck Moose Creek!

296
00:18:11,341 --> 00:18:12,926
Harrison. Hey.

297
00:18:13,010 --> 00:18:14,011
Hey.

298
00:18:14,094 --> 00:18:15,134
I've been looking for you.

299
00:18:16,221 --> 00:18:18,682
- How are you doing?
- I'm... I'm good.

300
00:18:18,765 --> 00:18:22,144
Is your dad, like, totally pissed?
You grounded until college?

301
00:18:22,227 --> 00:18:24,146
Mm. Not grounded.

302
00:18:24,229 --> 00:18:25,772
I'm fine.

303
00:18:25,856 --> 00:18:27,542
You're becoming a bit
of a legend around here.

304
00:18:29,860 --> 00:18:31,194
Since you're not grounded,

305
00:18:31,278 --> 00:18:32,529
maybe we can hang tonight?

306
00:18:33,155 --> 00:18:36,658
No Kill List parties this time.
Maybe something a bit mellower?

307
00:18:37,826 --> 00:18:38,826
Like...

308
00:18:39,202 --> 00:18:40,537
studying for the chem quiz?

309
00:18:41,913 --> 00:18:43,040
Yeah. Sounds cool.

310
00:18:49,296 --> 00:18:50,296
Shit.

311
00:18:51,381 --> 00:18:52,381
Uh...

312
00:18:53,091 --> 00:18:55,385
Actually, no. I can't, um...

313
00:18:56,762 --> 00:18:59,514
My dad's making sure
I go to this therapy thing.

314
00:19:01,224 --> 00:19:04,561
But, uh, another night? Soon?

315
00:19:04,645 --> 00:19:05,687
For sure.

316
00:19:06,104 --> 00:19:07,104
Cool.

317
00:19:10,817 --> 00:19:12,110
I'm glad you're here.

318
00:19:14,154 --> 00:19:16,406
So, what would you like
to get out of this session?

319
00:19:17,949 --> 00:19:20,118
Well, um...

320
00:19:21,161 --> 00:19:23,288
it's been a whirlwind
since Harrison arrived.

321
00:19:24,998 --> 00:19:27,751
We've had a few bumps in the road.
Some trouble at school.

322
00:19:29,002 --> 00:19:30,253
And then his overdose...

323
00:19:34,257 --> 00:19:37,094
Could use some tips on how
to communicate better, I guess.

324
00:19:39,179 --> 00:19:40,597
What do you think, Harrison?

325
00:19:41,973 --> 00:19:46,269
I... I think our problems started
a long time before I got here.

326
00:19:48,146 --> 00:19:50,691
Hasn't exactly been easy being Jim's son.

327
00:19:51,817 --> 00:19:53,235
What do you mean by that?

328
00:19:53,318 --> 00:19:54,569
Brace yourself.

329
00:19:56,321 --> 00:19:57,948
Well, when I was five, uh,

330
00:19:58,532 --> 00:20:00,826
my stepmom told me my dad was dead.

331
00:20:02,327 --> 00:20:05,706
So we... we left the country,
just me and my stepmom, Hannah.

332
00:20:07,124 --> 00:20:08,375
And then she died, too.

333
00:20:09,543 --> 00:20:10,543
But for real.

334
00:20:12,462 --> 00:20:13,462
Of cancer.

335
00:20:15,966 --> 00:20:18,135
And then I went into foster care,

336
00:20:19,344 --> 00:20:20,762
which was its own special hell.

337
00:20:22,514 --> 00:20:26,935
And I would lie awake at night
and dream that my dad was alive,

338
00:20:27,728 --> 00:20:30,689
and that he'd... he'd come take me away
from all this shit.

339
00:20:33,024 --> 00:20:34,609
And then, one day, I found his letter.

340
00:20:35,694 --> 00:20:37,028
The one that he wrote to Hannah,

341
00:20:37,112 --> 00:20:39,406
saying that he was alive...

342
00:20:40,449 --> 00:20:43,660
and that he'd, like... abandoned us.

343
00:20:44,661 --> 00:20:45,661
Me.

344
00:20:46,747 --> 00:20:47,914
And wasn't coming back.

345
00:20:51,752 --> 00:20:54,129
So when I was old enough, I took off.

346
00:20:55,297 --> 00:20:56,339
Searching for him.

347
00:20:57,716 --> 00:20:58,716
I wanted answers.

348
00:21:00,135 --> 00:21:03,305
I wanted to look him in the eye
and ask him

349
00:21:03,388 --> 00:21:05,724
how he could pretend
like I didn't fucking exist.

350
00:21:09,186 --> 00:21:12,272
There have been "bumps in the road"
since I got here?

351
00:21:14,024 --> 00:21:15,024
Maybe that's why.

352
00:21:17,068 --> 00:21:18,862
Maybe that's why I got high, too.

353
00:21:19,613 --> 00:21:21,281
To forget all this shit for a while.

354
00:21:25,827 --> 00:21:27,204
Hm.

355
00:21:27,287 --> 00:21:29,164
How would you respond to that, Jim?

356
00:21:33,001 --> 00:21:34,419
It was a difficult time.

357
00:21:36,671 --> 00:21:37,671
For everyone.

358
00:21:43,720 --> 00:21:45,639
I wish things had been different.

359
00:21:49,017 --> 00:21:51,520
Well, thanks for your honesty.

360
00:21:52,312 --> 00:21:53,563
But for this to work,

361
00:21:54,022 --> 00:21:56,316
you're going to have to dig
a little deeper.

362
00:21:57,150 --> 00:21:58,735
The problem is,

363
00:21:59,402 --> 00:22:02,447
the only people you're ever honest with,
you end up killing.

364
00:22:08,912 --> 00:22:10,914
Kurt Caldwell.

365
00:22:11,414 --> 00:22:13,625
What the hell are you hiding?

366
00:22:15,961 --> 00:22:16,961
Um...

367
00:22:18,421 --> 00:22:20,340
If you ever want to talk about anything...

368
00:22:21,716 --> 00:22:24,010
Um, Jim...

369
00:22:24,094 --> 00:22:25,094
Nope.

370
00:22:28,139 --> 00:22:29,139
Actually, Logan?

371
00:22:33,687 --> 00:22:36,231
If you promise not to talk about Jim
or relationships,

372
00:22:36,314 --> 00:22:38,314
I do have something
I'd like to pick your brain on.

373
00:22:38,942 --> 00:22:39,942
Yeah.

374
00:22:40,360 --> 00:22:41,360
Matt Caldwell.

375
00:22:42,445 --> 00:22:46,616
Our past informs our present,
and by extension, our future.

376
00:22:46,700 --> 00:22:49,619
I've always loved that quote
from the movie <i>Magnolia.</i>

377
00:22:49,703 --> 00:22:53,832
Um... "We may be through with the past,
but the past isn't through with us."

378
00:22:57,961 --> 00:22:59,170
Yeah, I didn't see that one.

379
00:23:03,008 --> 00:23:05,152
Aren't we supposed to be talking about
my dreams or something?

380
00:23:07,053 --> 00:23:09,890
I was thinking we could talk a bit
about your past, actually.

381
00:23:11,266 --> 00:23:12,559
Your childhood.

382
00:23:14,185 --> 00:23:15,645
Where to begin, Dex?

383
00:23:16,813 --> 00:23:18,733
The fact that you're talking
to your dead sister,

384
00:23:18,815 --> 00:23:20,150
right now, in this room?

385
00:23:21,860 --> 00:23:24,654
Or your mother being chopped up
in front of you?

386
00:23:24,738 --> 00:23:28,533
Or your adoptive cop dad
teaching you to be a serial killer?

387
00:23:29,868 --> 00:23:31,508
You should talk. They're waiting for you.

388
00:23:32,245 --> 00:23:35,248
It was a typical childhood. Average.

389
00:23:38,793 --> 00:23:42,422
I was adopted when I was young.
I don't remember much before that.

390
00:23:43,632 --> 00:23:45,842
You both share
abandonment issues.

391
00:23:46,760 --> 00:23:49,262
A pain like that shapes a person
for years.

392
00:23:49,346 --> 00:23:51,806
Some believe it can even be passed down.

393
00:23:51,890 --> 00:23:53,308
Inherited trauma.

394
00:23:54,976 --> 00:23:56,853
Tell me about your adopted family.

395
00:23:58,438 --> 00:24:02,442
Uh, my adopted mom died
when I was in high school,

396
00:24:02,525 --> 00:24:06,279
but my dad, Harry, was great.

397
00:24:06,363 --> 00:24:08,156
Uh, so was Deb, my sister.

398
00:24:09,199 --> 00:24:10,825
I went to college. Got a job.

399
00:24:10,909 --> 00:24:12,369
Married Harrison's mom.

400
00:24:14,245 --> 00:24:16,831
That marriage sort of fell apart

401
00:24:16,915 --> 00:24:19,876
and I ended up moving around for a while.

402
00:24:19,960 --> 00:24:22,087
The marriage "fell apart"?

403
00:24:24,464 --> 00:24:27,425
Uh, my mom was killed by a serial killer.

404
00:24:28,802 --> 00:24:30,553
But...

405
00:24:31,137 --> 00:24:32,137
You don't...

406
00:24:33,473 --> 00:24:36,559
He was... so young.

407
00:24:36,643 --> 00:24:38,812
You don't remember anything about it.

408
00:24:39,688 --> 00:24:40,814
Do you?

409
00:24:43,858 --> 00:24:44,858
No.

410
00:24:46,069 --> 00:24:48,571
Just the, uh, just fucked-up shit
I heard online.

411
00:24:55,453 --> 00:24:59,124
How do you feel about
what happened back then, Jim?

412
00:25:05,255 --> 00:25:06,255
Um...

413
00:25:08,800 --> 00:25:10,093
It was a long time ago.

414
00:25:12,595 --> 00:25:14,389
I guess I've made my peace.

415
00:25:19,853 --> 00:25:21,438
How are you feeling right now?

416
00:25:24,274 --> 00:25:25,274
Abandoned.

417
00:25:26,609 --> 00:25:28,069
That's understandable.

418
00:25:28,153 --> 00:25:29,993
- After everything you've been through...
- No.

419
00:25:31,114 --> 00:25:32,282
No, I... I mean...

420
00:25:33,533 --> 00:25:36,244
Abandoned... here.

421
00:25:37,912 --> 00:25:38,912
On this couch.

422
00:25:45,545 --> 00:25:48,339
Okay, if Matt wasn't in that hotel
in New York, who was?

423
00:25:48,423 --> 00:25:49,339
Don't know.

424
00:25:49,340 --> 00:25:51,552
Kurt had some behemoth check in
under Matt's name.

425
00:25:51,634 --> 00:25:52,903
I'm pretty sure he's got his son
hidden away somewhere.

426
00:25:52,927 --> 00:25:54,763
Look, I know all this shit.
It sounds sketchy.

427
00:25:54,846 --> 00:25:56,306
But I've known Kurt my whole life.

428
00:25:56,389 --> 00:25:57,474
Doesn't change what he did.

429
00:25:57,557 --> 00:25:58,557
Look, all I'm saying is,

430
00:25:58,558 --> 00:26:02,480
when I lost my dad in that car crash,
Matt and Kurt Caldwell were there for me.

431
00:26:02,562 --> 00:26:04,040
All the way through
graduating the Academy.

432
00:26:04,064 --> 00:26:05,982
And I can't say that
for everyone in this town.

433
00:26:06,066 --> 00:26:07,484
I know this is hard for you.

434
00:26:08,818 --> 00:26:10,129
But I need you
to stay objective with me here.

435
00:26:10,153 --> 00:26:11,154
No, I don't get it.

436
00:26:11,237 --> 00:26:13,073
Kurt pushed us to keep the search going.

437
00:26:13,156 --> 00:26:15,533
He did until he didn't.
And that was what day?

438
00:26:16,951 --> 00:26:18,036
Uh, here.

439
00:26:18,119 --> 00:26:19,119
Okay.

440
00:26:20,080 --> 00:26:23,958
And then the next day we were going
to search by... Clarke Caves.

441
00:26:24,042 --> 00:26:26,336
And Kurt wanted us to stop looking
'cause Matt was alive.

442
00:26:26,419 --> 00:26:28,922
Or maybe there's something out there
he didn't want us to find.

443
00:26:29,005 --> 00:26:31,466
Oh, come on.

444
00:26:31,549 --> 00:26:33,093
Just go with me on this.

445
00:26:34,177 --> 00:26:35,470
What if...

446
00:26:35,553 --> 00:26:37,847
what if Matt's dead
and Kurt's hiding his body out there?

447
00:26:37,931 --> 00:26:39,682
You think Kurt killed his own son?

448
00:26:39,766 --> 00:26:41,518
I'm not saying it was on purpose.

449
00:26:41,601 --> 00:26:44,771
Look, Matt comes home drunk
after being on a bender.

450
00:26:44,854 --> 00:26:46,082
He confesses to killing the deer.

451
00:26:46,106 --> 00:26:47,482
Wants Daddy to bail him out.

452
00:26:47,565 --> 00:26:49,109
Again. Things get heated...

453
00:26:49,692 --> 00:26:51,820
So Kurt lied for a reason.

454
00:26:52,695 --> 00:26:53,780
So...

455
00:26:54,364 --> 00:26:56,533
we're going to search
up at Clarke Caves tomorrow.

456
00:26:59,119 --> 00:27:00,119
Okay.

457
00:27:04,082 --> 00:27:05,082
Shit.

458
00:27:05,125 --> 00:27:06,459
Oh, right.

459
00:27:06,543 --> 00:27:09,754
You're coaching that wrestling match
against Moose Creek tomorrow night.

460
00:27:10,255 --> 00:27:11,381
Mm-hmm.

461
00:27:14,759 --> 00:27:15,759
Hey, Teddy.

462
00:27:17,387 --> 00:27:19,222
How do you feel
about a trip to the caves?

463
00:27:19,930 --> 00:27:20,848
Sign me up.

464
00:27:20,849 --> 00:27:23,309
No, no, no, no, no,
I can change some things around, it's...

465
00:27:23,393 --> 00:27:24,561
No, no. We got it.

466
00:27:24,644 --> 00:27:27,063
You just make sure your boys
kick Moose Creek's ass.

467
00:27:49,335 --> 00:27:51,504
I'm gonna eat in my room. Homework.

468
00:27:52,839 --> 00:27:53,882
Come on.

469
00:27:54,757 --> 00:27:57,177
Just... eat with me. Let's talk.

470
00:27:57,927 --> 00:27:59,280
If you won't talk about real shit
in therapy,

471
00:27:59,304 --> 00:28:00,722
why would this be any different?

472
00:28:05,977 --> 00:28:07,770
Shit.

473
00:28:32,212 --> 00:28:35,089
<i>I can't just be another story
on your podcast.</i>

474
00:28:35,924 --> 00:28:38,051
What do you know, Molly Park?

475
00:28:43,681 --> 00:28:45,266
Hey. You want to grab a drink?

476
00:28:47,727 --> 00:28:48,727
So, thanks for coming.

477
00:28:48,728 --> 00:28:51,064
Since you've known Angela
longer than I have,

478
00:28:51,147 --> 00:28:54,267
I thought maybe you could give me some
tips on how to patch things up with her?

479
00:28:55,818 --> 00:28:57,153
You came to the right guy.

480
00:28:57,237 --> 00:28:59,405
- Okay.
- Mm-hmm.

481
00:28:59,489 --> 00:29:01,133
You have no idea how many books
I've read about this.

482
00:29:01,157 --> 00:29:02,157
Okay, okay.

483
00:29:02,700 --> 00:29:03,993
Number one.

484
00:29:04,077 --> 00:29:05,745
As much as you may want to,

485
00:29:06,663 --> 00:29:09,123
don't go jump into some rebound
relationship.

486
00:29:09,207 --> 00:29:11,751
It just makes things awkward
when you try to get back together.

487
00:29:11,834 --> 00:29:12,834
I've been there.

488
00:29:13,253 --> 00:29:14,253
No rebound. Check.

489
00:29:14,295 --> 00:29:15,295
Then...

490
00:29:15,338 --> 00:29:19,592
you and Angela have to have
what I call a "trust chat."

491
00:29:20,593 --> 00:29:21,719
A trust chat?

492
00:29:21,803 --> 00:29:24,203
Yeah, obviously,
you've broken her trust in some way.

493
00:29:24,264 --> 00:29:26,933
So schedule a time

494
00:29:27,016 --> 00:29:31,187
and talk about what it means to...
to trust each other.

495
00:29:31,271 --> 00:29:33,147
Hmm? Hmm?

496
00:29:33,231 --> 00:29:36,901
Yeah, this is good. This is good.

497
00:29:38,361 --> 00:29:39,988
Molly is lucky to be dating you.

498
00:29:40,071 --> 00:29:41,071
Yeah.

499
00:29:42,282 --> 00:29:43,282
Yeah.

500
00:29:44,367 --> 00:29:45,535
Turns out, um...

501
00:29:46,661 --> 00:29:49,539
I had to use the breakup playlist
with her, too.

502
00:29:49,622 --> 00:29:51,124
Oh, what happened?

503
00:29:51,624 --> 00:29:54,377
I don't know, Jim.
I thought we had a connection.

504
00:29:56,004 --> 00:29:58,190
Well, if she's not here for you,
why is she still sticking around?

505
00:29:58,214 --> 00:30:00,425
I mean, with Matt being alive and all?

506
00:30:00,508 --> 00:30:03,052
She planning on some new story
or something?

507
00:30:03,136 --> 00:30:04,762
Ah. That's a good question.

508
00:30:04,846 --> 00:30:08,141
Molly and Angela have been meeting
in secret,

509
00:30:08,224 --> 00:30:09,517
working on something.

510
00:30:10,435 --> 00:30:11,686
Angela hasn't told you?

511
00:30:14,689 --> 00:30:15,732
<i>I'm doomed.</i>

512
00:30:46,763 --> 00:30:47,763
Harrison?

513
00:30:50,683 --> 00:30:52,560
You know my mom's a cop, right?

514
00:30:52,643 --> 00:30:53,843
You know how to use nunchucks?

515
00:30:54,812 --> 00:30:57,093
Mom showed me a lot of Bruce Lee movies
when I was little.

516
00:31:04,322 --> 00:31:05,573
What are you doing here?

517
00:31:06,657 --> 00:31:08,618
Uh, couldn't sleep.

518
00:31:11,329 --> 00:31:12,663
Can't get out of my head.

519
00:31:17,710 --> 00:31:19,295
I thought, maybe, um...

520
00:31:21,047 --> 00:31:23,299
You'd want to, I don't know...

521
00:31:24,967 --> 00:31:25,967
talk?

522
00:31:26,886 --> 00:31:27,886
Come here.

523
00:31:35,019 --> 00:31:36,019
What's up?

524
00:31:39,148 --> 00:31:40,148
Um...

525
00:31:42,527 --> 00:31:45,154
I went to a therapist with my dad today.

526
00:31:48,032 --> 00:31:49,283
It all seemed so useless.

527
00:31:52,537 --> 00:31:53,621
I'm just so angry.

528
00:31:54,747 --> 00:31:55,832
Like, all the time.

529
00:31:57,333 --> 00:31:58,334
I can't shake it.

530
00:31:58,584 --> 00:32:00,336
A lot of bad shit has happened to you.

531
00:32:01,712 --> 00:32:05,425
If my dad dumped me like my bio-mom did
so he could just do his own thing...

532
00:32:05,967 --> 00:32:07,552
I'd be a fucking rage machine.

533
00:32:10,430 --> 00:32:11,430
I don't know, I...

534
00:32:12,849 --> 00:32:13,933
I think about...

535
00:32:16,853 --> 00:32:17,853
hurting people.

536
00:32:19,230 --> 00:32:21,607
Like... with Ethan.

537
00:32:23,109 --> 00:32:25,111
Mm. That was different.

538
00:32:25,945 --> 00:32:26,945
You had to.

539
00:32:27,655 --> 00:32:28,655
And you saved us.

540
00:32:30,741 --> 00:32:32,660
Yeah, well, that wasn't my first time.

541
00:32:34,787 --> 00:32:35,955
Hurting someone.

542
00:32:36,539 --> 00:32:39,625
On... on my way up here from Florida,

543
00:32:39,709 --> 00:32:42,879
some asshole tried to touch me
while I was asleep at a bus station.

544
00:32:42,962 --> 00:32:45,214
Someone molests me,
they get 'chucks upside their head.

545
00:32:46,007 --> 00:32:47,550
You were protecting yourself.

546
00:32:47,967 --> 00:32:49,010
Totally normal.

547
00:32:49,093 --> 00:32:50,178
I don't know, I...

548
00:32:50,887 --> 00:32:52,388
I think about hurting...

549
00:32:55,224 --> 00:32:56,224
everyone.

550
00:32:59,479 --> 00:33:00,479
All the time.

551
00:33:08,863 --> 00:33:09,863
I get it.

552
00:33:13,743 --> 00:33:16,120
Even though I was a baby
when my bio-mom left us,

553
00:33:17,288 --> 00:33:18,831
it still screwed with my head.

554
00:33:19,415 --> 00:33:21,584
I mean, if your own mother ditches you,

555
00:33:22,752 --> 00:33:24,629
that kind of rejection is hard to shake.

556
00:33:26,297 --> 00:33:29,175
It's so hard not to feel mad at the world
all the time.

557
00:33:32,470 --> 00:33:34,597
It was just me and Dad for a while.

558
00:33:36,015 --> 00:33:38,100
Then Dad met Angela. Thank God.

559
00:33:39,268 --> 00:33:41,103
They married and she adopted me.

560
00:33:42,104 --> 00:33:43,105
Thank God.

561
00:33:43,856 --> 00:33:45,274
I finally had a real mom.

562
00:33:48,945 --> 00:33:50,238
But then, when Dad died,

563
00:33:52,615 --> 00:33:54,116
that's when the major anger set in.

564
00:33:56,285 --> 00:33:57,453
I mean, what the fuck?

565
00:33:58,955 --> 00:33:59,955
Right?

566
00:34:00,706 --> 00:34:01,706
Right.

567
00:34:04,043 --> 00:34:05,962
Mom... Angela...

568
00:34:07,296 --> 00:34:09,966
brought me here to Iron Lake.

569
00:34:11,300 --> 00:34:15,555
This amazing and beautiful place
where she had family.

570
00:34:17,557 --> 00:34:20,434
And I thought I'd found my community,
you know?

571
00:34:21,852 --> 00:34:22,979
The Seneca Nation.

572
00:34:24,438 --> 00:34:28,734
But because my bio-mom was white
and only my dad had Seneca ancestry...

573
00:34:30,152 --> 00:34:31,672
It feels like I don't belong anywhere.

574
00:34:35,366 --> 00:34:36,909
Always outside looking in.

575
00:34:40,871 --> 00:34:42,915
That's the type of thing
that fucks you up.

576
00:34:45,543 --> 00:34:47,003
We're outsiders, you and me.

577
00:34:49,046 --> 00:34:50,840
But it doesn't have to destroy us.

578
00:35:15,239 --> 00:35:16,365
Honey?

579
00:35:18,117 --> 00:35:20,286
I've got to take off early today, I...

580
00:35:23,873 --> 00:35:25,791
Uh, hi, Mrs. Bishop?

581
00:35:25,875 --> 00:35:27,251
That's Chief Bishop.

582
00:35:27,335 --> 00:35:28,544
Get dressed and go to my car.

583
00:35:31,797 --> 00:35:33,758
Your son was in my daughter's bed
this morning.

584
00:35:34,634 --> 00:35:35,634
Wait.

585
00:35:37,053 --> 00:35:37,969
What?

586
00:35:37,970 --> 00:35:39,014
Handle this.

587
00:35:46,646 --> 00:35:49,041
Harrison, you cannot just sneak out
in the middle of the night.

588
00:35:49,065 --> 00:35:50,083
And you certainly can't...

589
00:35:50,107 --> 00:35:51,707
Did you even know
I was gone?

590
00:35:54,028 --> 00:35:55,196
So, you had no idea.

591
00:35:55,946 --> 00:35:56,906
Zero.

592
00:35:56,907 --> 00:35:59,343
You think I stand by your bed
keeping watch over you all night?

593
00:35:59,367 --> 00:36:01,077
My teenage son?
Is that what you want?

594
00:36:01,160 --> 00:36:02,745
I got to get ready for school.

595
00:36:12,922 --> 00:36:13,922
What should I do?

596
00:36:14,423 --> 00:36:16,467
If you don't know,
then I certainly don't.

597
00:36:19,804 --> 00:36:21,484
We can only hope
that they used protection,

598
00:36:21,972 --> 00:36:24,141
'cause there's one thing
I guaran-fucking-do know,

599
00:36:25,226 --> 00:36:27,895
and that is that you are not ready
to be a grandfather.

600
00:36:28,897 --> 00:36:31,107
At least I don't have to have
the sex talk with him.

601
00:36:31,190 --> 00:36:32,630
God, that would've been awful.

602
00:36:34,026 --> 00:36:36,106
There's not much you can say
to him right now, right?

603
00:36:37,196 --> 00:36:39,281
So let things calm down, you know?

604
00:36:39,365 --> 00:36:41,701
Just give him some space.
Feed him some breakfast.

605
00:36:42,576 --> 00:36:45,413
And then take care
of this Molly situation.

606
00:36:48,416 --> 00:36:50,501
I can't let Molly take all this away.

607
00:37:02,179 --> 00:37:04,640
<i>Serial killer podcaster
in deep conversation</i>

608
00:37:04,724 --> 00:37:06,767
<i>with the man whose son I killed.</i>

609
00:37:06,851 --> 00:37:07,852
<i>Perfect.</i>

610
00:37:12,231 --> 00:37:14,400
- Right...
- Damn, that's cheap.

611
00:37:15,484 --> 00:37:16,819
Hey, Jim.

612
00:37:16,902 --> 00:37:17,903
Oh, hey, Kurt.

613
00:37:18,821 --> 00:37:20,823
What kind of trouble you two brewing?

614
00:37:21,532 --> 00:37:23,075
Oh, we're just shooting the shit.

615
00:37:24,368 --> 00:37:27,008
It's not every day you get to yak it up
with a for-real radio star.

616
00:37:27,079 --> 00:37:29,248
Nope, no, podcast star. Radio's dead.

617
00:37:29,331 --> 00:37:30,331
Hey, Jim.

618
00:37:30,750 --> 00:37:32,126
- Usual?
- You know what?

619
00:37:32,209 --> 00:37:35,629
I just found out that too much tuna
is bad for you.

620
00:37:36,589 --> 00:37:37,798
I'll take a pastrami on rye.

621
00:37:37,882 --> 00:37:38,882
You want fries with that?

622
00:37:38,924 --> 00:37:40,843
Yeah, let's live dangerously.

623
00:37:53,314 --> 00:37:54,857
Great. I'll see you there.

624
00:37:54,940 --> 00:37:55,940
Deal.

625
00:38:08,537 --> 00:38:10,247
<i>So this, this podcasting thing.</i>

626
00:38:10,331 --> 00:38:12,333
<i>That's what brought you
to our little town, is it?</i>

627
00:38:12,416 --> 00:38:14,001
<i>- No.
- Oh?</i>

628
00:38:14,084 --> 00:38:15,377
<i>It was your son.</i>

629
00:38:15,795 --> 00:38:17,004
<i>His going missing.</i>

630
00:38:17,087 --> 00:38:19,673
<i>You know, my instincts told me
that something</i>

631
00:38:19,757 --> 00:38:21,592
<i>more was going on than just a dead deer.</i>

632
00:38:22,176 --> 00:38:24,553
<i>Well, you must've been pretty
disappointed</i>

633
00:38:24,637 --> 00:38:26,972
<i>when he ended up alive
and well in New York, then.</i>

634
00:38:27,056 --> 00:38:29,183
Yeah, Molly. Why did you stay?

635
00:38:29,266 --> 00:38:30,893
<i>About that.</i>

636
00:38:30,976 --> 00:38:33,437
You know, I went to...

637
00:38:33,521 --> 00:38:35,332
What was the place called?
The Gramercy Suites?

638
00:38:35,356 --> 00:38:36,357
To interview Matt.

639
00:38:37,608 --> 00:38:38,608
He wasn't there.

640
00:38:39,193 --> 00:38:42,363
You know, this despite the fact that
you said that you had FaceTimed with him?

641
00:38:46,742 --> 00:38:48,578
<i>So it isn't
the Bay Harbor Butcher.</i>

642
00:38:48,661 --> 00:38:49,912
<i>It's still Matt.</i>

643
00:38:49,995 --> 00:38:51,038
<i>But the last thing I need</i>

644
00:38:51,121 --> 00:38:54,750
<i>is for her to devote a podcast
to</i> Where in the World is Matt Caldwell?

645
00:38:54,834 --> 00:38:56,252
<i>Okay. You caught me.</i>

646
00:38:56,836 --> 00:38:58,754
Matt was never in New York City.

647
00:38:59,338 --> 00:39:02,341
And I lied about FaceTiming with him.

648
00:39:04,260 --> 00:39:05,761
But the truth is,

649
00:39:07,054 --> 00:39:11,392
my fuck-up of a son showed up
at my lodge drunk.

650
00:39:11,475 --> 00:39:12,560
A real mess.

651
00:39:12,643 --> 00:39:14,895
This, after all these good people

652
00:39:14,979 --> 00:39:17,898
had been out looking for him
for a week in the cold.

653
00:39:18,482 --> 00:39:19,608
So why the lie?

654
00:39:19,692 --> 00:39:21,777
<i>Yeah, Kurt. Why the lie?</i>

655
00:39:21,861 --> 00:39:23,630
<i>Well, I didn't want the tribe
coming after him</i>

656
00:39:23,654 --> 00:39:25,614
<i>for shooting some stupid white deer.</i>

657
00:39:25,698 --> 00:39:27,283
And half the people pissed off

658
00:39:27,366 --> 00:39:29,785
that they went looking for him
to begin with, I mean...

659
00:39:30,452 --> 00:39:32,705
I... Look, maybe it was a bad decision.

660
00:39:32,788 --> 00:39:34,039
I don't know.

661
00:39:36,625 --> 00:39:37,751
So, where is he now?

662
00:39:38,711 --> 00:39:41,463
<i>He's hiding out... at my cabin.</i>

663
00:39:41,547 --> 00:39:43,424
<i>Okay. That's impossible.</i>

664
00:39:43,507 --> 00:39:44,985
<i>Been in the family
for four generations.</i>

665
00:39:45,009 --> 00:39:47,761
<i>Kind of off the grid.
Nobody really knows about it.</i>

666
00:39:48,721 --> 00:39:49,847
Look, uh...

667
00:39:51,015 --> 00:39:52,558
How about if I make you a deal?

668
00:39:52,641 --> 00:39:54,476
I fucking love making deals.

669
00:39:54,560 --> 00:39:58,689
<i>So, what if I take you
out to the cabin,</i>

670
00:39:58,772 --> 00:40:01,358
<i>and you can ask Matt whatever
you want to ask him?</i>

671
00:40:01,901 --> 00:40:04,737
<i>I mean, the only thing is you can't tell
anybody where you're going.</i>

672
00:40:04,820 --> 00:40:07,823
<i>Where Matt's hiding.
Especially not the local PD.</i>

673
00:40:07,907 --> 00:40:10,117
At least not until his side of the story
is out.

674
00:40:10,200 --> 00:40:11,243
What do you say?

675
00:40:12,119 --> 00:40:13,454
- Yes and yes.
- Yeah?

676
00:40:13,537 --> 00:40:15,181
Mister? You've got yourself a deal.

677
00:40:15,205 --> 00:40:16,725
Let me grab my things and see what's up.

678
00:40:16,749 --> 00:40:18,083
<i>Attagirl. Good.</i>

679
00:40:19,752 --> 00:40:21,253
<i>What the hell is Kurt doing?</i>

680
00:40:37,770 --> 00:40:39,939
<i>No electric wires coming in.</i>

681
00:40:40,022 --> 00:40:41,357
<i>Generator.</i>

682
00:40:41,440 --> 00:40:43,025
<i>Propane tank for power.</i>

683
00:40:43,943 --> 00:40:46,070
<i>This place is as off the grid
as they come.</i>

684
00:40:57,706 --> 00:40:59,625
<i>This is serial killer 101.</i>

685
00:41:00,751 --> 00:41:02,920
<i>Lure potential victim out to the sticks.</i>

686
00:41:03,003 --> 00:41:05,381
<i>Make sure they don't tell anyone
where they went.</i>

687
00:41:06,298 --> 00:41:09,134
<i>My instincts aren't what they used to be.</i>

688
00:41:09,218 --> 00:41:11,261
<i>Too many fucking tuna sandwiches.</i>

689
00:41:15,057 --> 00:41:18,227
<i>It's not like it'd be my fault
if Molly were to disappear.</i>

690
00:41:20,729 --> 00:41:22,356
<i>It'd almost be poetic.</i>

691
00:41:33,784 --> 00:41:35,244
There we are. Okay.

692
00:41:36,912 --> 00:41:38,372
Okay. He's right down here.

693
00:41:40,666 --> 00:41:41,666
He's just in here.

694
00:41:44,795 --> 00:41:45,838
Hey, Matt?

695
00:41:46,630 --> 00:41:48,465
You decent?

696
00:41:48,549 --> 00:41:50,592
Somebody here wants to talk to you.

697
00:41:51,301 --> 00:41:52,301
Matt?

698
00:41:53,679 --> 00:41:55,639
He must have his headphones in
or something.

699
00:41:56,765 --> 00:41:57,765
Uh...

700
00:41:58,559 --> 00:41:59,559
Hey, Matt?

701
00:41:59,560 --> 00:42:03,398
It's... it's Molly Park,
from the <i>Merry Fucking Kill</i> podcast?

702
00:42:03,480 --> 00:42:06,275
Wait, what?
That's the name of your pod-show?

703
00:42:06,358 --> 00:42:09,611
Yeah, it's a play on
the marry, fuck, kill game?

704
00:42:10,195 --> 00:42:12,448
Oh. Oh, yeah. I get it.

705
00:42:13,032 --> 00:42:14,450
Jesus Christ!

706
00:42:18,662 --> 00:42:19,822
Is everything okay down here?

707
00:42:21,123 --> 00:42:23,876
Uh... hey, Kurt. I was driving by.

708
00:42:23,959 --> 00:42:26,378
I saw some people
prowling around the cabin.

709
00:42:26,462 --> 00:42:29,423
Just wanted to make sure it wasn't a bunch
of high school kids breaking in

710
00:42:29,506 --> 00:42:30,758
to party or something.

711
00:42:31,341 --> 00:42:32,968
Well, that's awful nice of you, Jimbo.

712
00:42:33,594 --> 00:42:35,929
What brings you out
in my neck of the woods, though?

713
00:42:36,513 --> 00:42:37,598
Just driving.

714
00:42:39,516 --> 00:42:40,516
Blowing off steam.

715
00:42:40,517 --> 00:42:41,895
Kid's making me crazy.

716
00:42:43,979 --> 00:42:45,606
What are you two doing down here?

717
00:42:45,689 --> 00:42:48,108
Well, this is my cabin.
I was just showing it to Molly.

718
00:42:48,192 --> 00:42:49,377
- Oh.
- Matter of fact...

719
00:42:49,401 --> 00:42:50,545
We were just heading out, weren't we?

720
00:42:50,569 --> 00:42:52,112
Uh, no. No.

721
00:42:52,196 --> 00:42:55,074
Matt's hiding out in here.
Kurt said that I can interview him.

722
00:42:55,908 --> 00:42:57,576
Matt's in there? I'd love to say hi.

723
00:42:57,659 --> 00:42:59,244
Well, let me see if, um...

724
00:43:01,163 --> 00:43:02,163
Matt!

725
00:43:02,706 --> 00:43:03,749
Matt, open up!

726
00:43:07,669 --> 00:43:08,837
Dumb kid must've left.

727
00:43:10,214 --> 00:43:11,840
Well, we might as well take off as well.

728
00:43:11,924 --> 00:43:14,426
Ah, you came all this way.
You might as well check.

729
00:43:18,013 --> 00:43:19,014
Wow.

730
00:43:21,767 --> 00:43:23,102
This place is a beaut.

731
00:43:23,644 --> 00:43:25,521
<i>The door locks from the outside.</i>

732
00:43:26,605 --> 00:43:27,605
<i>A camera.</i>

733
00:43:28,148 --> 00:43:29,691
<i>He likes to watch.</i>

734
00:43:30,275 --> 00:43:32,945
<i>Could Kurt be the killer
Angela's been looking for?</i>

735
00:43:33,028 --> 00:43:35,531
You know, Harrison would really love
a place like this.

736
00:43:35,614 --> 00:43:36,615
A place of his own.

737
00:43:37,574 --> 00:43:39,334
How long did it take you
to put this room in?

738
00:43:39,868 --> 00:43:42,246
Oh, I don't really remember.

739
00:43:45,624 --> 00:43:46,624
Bathroom?

740
00:43:51,630 --> 00:43:54,424
<i>What is it about serial killers
and bathtubs?</i>

741
00:43:54,508 --> 00:43:55,508
Jacuzzi.

742
00:43:56,510 --> 00:43:57,510
Nice.

743
00:43:58,137 --> 00:44:00,389
Well, you're right. No Matt.

744
00:44:00,472 --> 00:44:02,182
Yeah. Sorry about that, Molly.

745
00:44:03,225 --> 00:44:06,228
Dumb kid just must've left.
You know, he's a fucking mess.

746
00:44:07,521 --> 00:44:08,856
So, uh...

747
00:44:08,939 --> 00:44:11,316
Well, thanks a lot for looking out
the way you did.

748
00:44:11,400 --> 00:44:12,760
Hope to return the favor sometime.

749
00:44:12,818 --> 00:44:14,945
Ah, that's the great part about Iron Lake.

750
00:44:15,821 --> 00:44:19,408
Hey, you want me to give you a ride back?
Seeing how Kurt's already home and all.

751
00:44:19,491 --> 00:44:20,617
Yes, please.

752
00:44:22,619 --> 00:44:24,538
- Want me to close this?
- Nope, it's okay.

753
00:44:24,621 --> 00:44:25,621
Okay.

754
00:44:28,333 --> 00:44:29,668
Jimbo, Molly?

755
00:44:31,503 --> 00:44:34,715
This thing about Matt
stays between the three of us, okay?

756
00:44:34,798 --> 00:44:35,798
You betcha.

757
00:45:10,792 --> 00:45:12,419
Well, it certainly is remote.

758
00:45:12,794 --> 00:45:14,421
Not a lot of winter spelunking.

759
00:45:15,464 --> 00:45:17,341
It's the perfect place to hide a body.

760
00:45:24,223 --> 00:45:25,390
You all right?

761
00:45:25,474 --> 00:45:27,643
Oh, yeah. That whole finding a body thing?

762
00:45:27,726 --> 00:45:30,520
If we do, it'll be my first one.

763
00:45:31,021 --> 00:45:33,065
Doesn't matter if it's your first
or your tenth.

764
00:45:34,775 --> 00:45:35,901
Never gets easy.

765
00:45:58,590 --> 00:45:59,590
You go that way.

766
00:45:59,633 --> 00:46:00,633
Okay.

767
00:46:14,940 --> 00:46:16,858
Back there? Before you arrived?

768
00:46:16,942 --> 00:46:21,154
You know, that whole shit-show
in the basement of a lonely,

769
00:46:21,238 --> 00:46:23,282
off-the-grid cabin in the woods?

770
00:46:23,365 --> 00:46:27,869
Really started to feel like that I was
gonna be an episode in my own podcast.

771
00:46:28,870 --> 00:46:30,330
<i>You have no idea.</i>

772
00:46:31,915 --> 00:46:34,042
Anyway, I'm really glad you showed up
when you did.

773
00:46:36,420 --> 00:46:37,879
What do you think is up with Matt?

774
00:46:40,382 --> 00:46:41,382
I don't know.

775
00:46:41,925 --> 00:46:44,553
Weird, is what it is. Fucking weird.

776
00:46:46,305 --> 00:46:50,058
Listen, I know this is a shitty thing
to ask, but...

777
00:46:51,184 --> 00:46:54,730
Angela, she told me to stay out
of the whole Kurt-Matt situation...

778
00:46:54,813 --> 00:46:55,856
Mum's the word.

779
00:46:55,939 --> 00:46:56,939
Thank you.

780
00:46:58,567 --> 00:46:59,693
Right.

781
00:47:00,736 --> 00:47:03,363
And for the record, I hope you and Angela
work your shit out.

782
00:47:04,239 --> 00:47:05,239
Me, too.

783
00:47:14,124 --> 00:47:16,293
<i>Looks like
I'm the good guy to Molly.</i>

784
00:47:16,376 --> 00:47:19,880
<i>And Kurt is definitely the serial killer
Angela's been looking for.</i>

785
00:47:22,174 --> 00:47:25,135
<i>It's never good to kill the family member
of a serial killer.</i>

786
00:47:30,432 --> 00:47:31,767
<i>Harrison's wrestling match.</i>

787
00:47:31,850 --> 00:47:32,850
Shit.

788
00:47:46,990 --> 00:47:47,990
Teddy?

789
00:47:55,332 --> 00:47:56,333
Strange, right?

790
00:47:57,209 --> 00:47:58,377
It looks man-made.

791
00:47:59,378 --> 00:48:00,712
You think it's hiding something?

792
00:48:33,245 --> 00:48:35,372
What did you say about winter spelunking?

793
00:48:51,263 --> 00:48:52,264
Jim!

794
00:48:59,896 --> 00:49:00,896
Best seats in the house.

795
00:49:00,897 --> 00:49:03,943
And, unlike the rest of the bleachers,
a back rest.

796
00:49:07,404 --> 00:49:08,947
How's Dr. Morris working out?

797
00:49:09,656 --> 00:49:13,535
Oh, Harrison's not completely fixed yet.

798
00:49:15,829 --> 00:49:17,372
Harrison's a great kid.

799
00:49:17,456 --> 00:49:18,498
He'll get there.

800
00:49:20,625 --> 00:49:21,625
Give me your rope.

801
00:49:23,712 --> 00:49:24,880
Just in case.

802
00:49:57,245 --> 00:49:58,288
You okay, Chief?

803
00:49:58,371 --> 00:49:59,371
Fucking rat.

804
00:50:39,246 --> 00:50:41,289
There's another cave! It's big.

805
00:50:41,373 --> 00:50:42,582
I'm gonna look around.

806
00:51:10,694 --> 00:51:12,112
I might have something!

807
00:51:21,913 --> 00:51:23,790
Teddy, get in here, now!

808
00:51:30,922 --> 00:51:32,382
How you doing? Good to see you.

809
00:51:34,259 --> 00:51:35,419
What do you know? It's coach.

810
00:51:36,886 --> 00:51:38,430
- Good team, huh?
- Yeah. Great team.

811
00:51:38,513 --> 00:51:39,598
Yeah.

812
00:51:43,351 --> 00:51:44,894
Look, son, um...

813
00:51:44,978 --> 00:51:48,440
Jeremy made it to the semi-finals
at the state championships last year.

814
00:51:48,523 --> 00:51:49,816
That was last year.

815
00:51:49,899 --> 00:51:51,776
This is this year.
You got this, kid.

816
00:51:55,822 --> 00:51:56,738
Honestly?

817
00:51:56,740 --> 00:51:59,826
Just getting through the match
is a win in my book, okay?

818
00:51:59,909 --> 00:52:01,202
- Okay.
- Yeah?

819
00:52:02,078 --> 00:52:05,206
All right, come on, huddle up.
Let's go! Let's go!

820
00:52:11,546 --> 00:52:14,841
<i>Encouraging teenagers to commit
acts of violence on one another.</i>

821
00:52:17,052 --> 00:52:19,387
<i>Normal people are so strange.</i>

822
00:52:25,769 --> 00:52:27,395
I'm gonna rip your fucking head off.

823
00:52:30,315 --> 00:52:31,650
Don't let him push you around!

824
00:52:34,402 --> 00:52:35,570
Yeah! That's it!

825
00:52:36,780 --> 00:52:38,073
Two game.

826
00:52:47,457 --> 00:52:48,500
Come on, Harrison.

827
00:52:53,338 --> 00:52:54,338
Hey!

828
00:52:55,173 --> 00:52:57,550
That's headbutting!
Come on, Ref! That's illegal!

829
00:52:57,634 --> 00:52:59,714
- It's just wrestling, Ref.
- Come on, coach.

830
00:53:03,348 --> 00:53:05,600
- No parents on the floor.
- Why's Kurt down there?

831
00:53:05,684 --> 00:53:07,227
Kurt's been a sports booster forever.

832
00:53:07,310 --> 00:53:08,770
Practically the assistant coach.

833
00:53:08,853 --> 00:53:10,355
He gets a pass.

834
00:53:31,376 --> 00:53:32,585
You okay?

835
00:53:37,507 --> 00:53:38,591
Don't be scared.

836
00:53:38,675 --> 00:53:40,719
I'm not. I'm pissed.

837
00:53:40,802 --> 00:53:42,887
Use that anger.
Unleash it on that asshole.

838
00:53:58,236 --> 00:53:59,237
Well, that's not Matt.

839
00:54:00,488 --> 00:54:01,781
It's not even male.

840
00:54:12,417 --> 00:54:13,501
You know her?

841
00:54:14,919 --> 00:54:15,919
It's Iris.

842
00:54:24,012 --> 00:54:25,990
Come on, Harrison.

843
00:54:26,014 --> 00:54:27,974
Stay focused! Yeah!

844
00:54:28,600 --> 00:54:29,726
Get down! Get down!

845
00:54:29,809 --> 00:54:32,771
Let's go, let's go, let's go!

846
00:54:36,274 --> 00:54:38,526
Yeah! That's it, that's it!

847
00:54:39,402 --> 00:54:40,402
Yeah!

848
00:54:40,403 --> 00:54:42,197
Come on. Stay with him.
Stay with him!

849
00:54:49,704 --> 00:54:51,206
Yeah!

850
00:55:09,641 --> 00:55:12,644
<i>My son's dark side makes
a very public appearance.</i>

851
00:55:13,520 --> 00:55:14,562
<i>Again.</i>

852
00:55:14,646 --> 00:55:18,566
Break it up! Break it up!
Break it up! Break it up! Enough!

853
00:55:18,650 --> 00:55:19,650
Stop.

854
00:55:19,651 --> 00:55:20,985
Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.

855
00:55:21,069 --> 00:55:23,863
I am so proud of you.
You did good. You did good.

856
00:55:23,947 --> 00:55:25,156
So proud.

857
00:55:32,997 --> 00:55:34,999
Give it a fucking rest!

858
00:55:35,083 --> 00:55:36,543
What? You want to go?
Is that it?

859
00:55:36,626 --> 00:55:38,786
Hey, can somebody around here
act like a fucking adult?

860
00:55:38,837 --> 00:55:39,838
What's wrong with you?

861
00:55:39,921 --> 00:55:41,756
Jim. The two of you need to go.
Now.

862
00:55:43,258 --> 00:55:45,260
Iron Lake! Bench!

863
00:55:45,343 --> 00:55:48,054
Hey, fucker!
You better watch out!

864
00:56:06,072 --> 00:56:07,198
Son. It's okay.

865
00:56:07,282 --> 00:56:09,117
What is your problem with Kurt, Dad?

866
00:56:09,200 --> 00:56:10,577
I don't like him.

867
00:56:10,660 --> 00:56:12,370
Why? He's a good guy.

868
00:56:12,453 --> 00:56:13,663
He cares about me.

869
00:56:13,746 --> 00:56:15,516
He doesn't accuse me of
being a fucking psycho.

870
00:56:16,916 --> 00:56:17,959
Just answer it.

871
00:56:19,919 --> 00:56:21,105
If he cares about you so much,

872
00:56:21,129 --> 00:56:23,148
what did he say to you
before you broke that kid's arm?

873
00:56:23,172 --> 00:56:26,759
Nothing, he said, just, "Go get him."
It's called coaching.

874
00:56:26,843 --> 00:56:28,428
He told you to hurt him. Right?

875
00:56:34,685 --> 00:56:36,311
It's Angela. I have to take it.

876
00:56:36,394 --> 00:56:37,394
Oh, great.

877
00:56:43,610 --> 00:56:44,903
It's Jim. You okay?

878
00:56:44,986 --> 00:56:46,195
I don't need Jim.

879
00:56:48,281 --> 00:56:49,824
I need Dexter Morgan.


